“It’s going to be fine” screamed Matthew Rutler’s dead eyes as he contemplated the night ahead

There are many things in my life I regret. Things I have said in moments of anger, promises that were broken, simple tasks I ignored in my lethargy that, while trivial to me, were of such importance to others. These regrets weigh deeply on me, and will forever taint my self worth. But nothing I have ever said, done, or left undone has left me with such an overwhelming sense of self loathing as this sad realization…
Would do.