Britney Spears has written another message to her fans on her official site, except this one is 80 pages long and I believe has an appendix. She writes:
Dear Fans,
I just wanted to reach out to all of you and explain some of the things that I have been faced with recently.
It’s so funny how many stories are put out there about people. It’s like we all want our side of the story out there as well, but at the end of the day only a few people care to hear what is really going on since the bad is always so much more interesting than the truth. I don’t know why, but this is so weird to me. I used to be angry at the tabloids for printing horrible things about me, but now I try to just be numb to what I see. I saw Tyra Banks once get really upset and cry on her show because they made her look fat. We all want a certain image of ourselves out there, and at some point we all do really care what other people think or we wouldn’t be here.
Recently, I was sent to a very humbling place called rehab. I truly hit rock bottom. Till this day I don’t think that it was alcohol or depression. I was like a bad kid running around with ADD. I had a manager from a long time ago come in and try to direct me and my life after I got my divorce. I was so overwhelmed I think that I was in a little shock too. I didn’t know who to go to. I realized how much energy and love I had put into my past relationship when it was gone because I genuinely did not know what to do with myself, and it made me so sad. I confess, I was so lost.
This letter is to not place blame on anyone, although I do see the world with a completely different set of eyes now. Being in that vulnerable state and taken to dinners and parties with friends and finding out later you paid for everything was a huge learning lesson for me. I think the whole problem was letting too many people into my life. You never know another persons intentions or what another person wants. I feel I was too open and looking for answers when I had it all to begin with. I have had to cut so many people out of my life. It is so sad, because if anyone is a family person…it is me. When I was little I remember every night watching movies with my family and feeling so at peace. Dancing and singing all the time just like a little girl should. Now recently I find with my children that I want them to have that feeling all of the time. I am having to face a lot of things right now since I have children of my own. A lot of insecurities from when I was little are coming up again. It is like we are never good enough.
I know everyone thinks that I am playing the victim, but I am not and I hate what is going on right now so much. Maybe this is the reason for this letter…to maybe allow people to look at me differently. It is like when you are a real woman and say what you feel and how you think things are supposed to be, that people just say you are a “bitch.”
I feel like some of the people in my life made more of some issues than was necessary. I also feel like they knew I was beginning to use my brain for a change and cut some ties, so they wanted to be in more control of my life than me. I think it is actually normal for a young girl to go out after a huge divorce. I think it was a bigger issue because I had not gone out in such a long time. I am 25 and I do still have a lot to learn, and I am going to make mistakes everyday, and I am sure every mistake I make will probably be on CNN or Good Morning America. I am only human people and I love you for still loving me.
I am sitting here at home and it is 6:25 and both of my sons are asleep. I am truly blessed to have them in my life. Everyday is so surreal. Life in general is so surreal and crazy.
I just hope this letter made some of you think a little bit more of me and where I am coming from. I just want the same things in life that you want…and that is to be happy. It is just so weird because everyone has their own perception of me and how they think I really am. It is so weird how stories are told. There is your side, my side, and the truth. Somebody has to figure it out. I guess we will never really understand or figure out life completely. That’s God’s job. I can’t wait to meet him…or her.Love, Britney
Quote of the month…
It is ok to disagree with people regarding certain issues. You’re not being true to yourself if you succumb to others opinions because you feel guilty.
She says she doesn’t want to blame anybody and then goes on to blame like three or four or eight different people. And I might even feel sorry for her, except that it’s tough to forget about stuff like this or this or this or this. In the words of Batman: “It’s not who you are underneath, it’s what you do that defines you.” And me? Well this morning I saved an orphanage from burning down and then nursed a sick kitten back to health. I’m just saying.
N'Arianne | May 29, 2007 at 12:56 pm
No way she wrote this herself.
First.
me | May 29, 2007 at 12:56 pm
FIRST!
FattyMcCake | May 29, 2007 at 12:57 pm
Blah blah blah. I couldn’t even read it all without vomiting.
me (again) | May 29, 2007 at 12:57 pm
frick.
Victor | May 29, 2007 at 12:58 pm
I would still do her. I can’t believe you guys say you wouldn’t fuck her. Who gives a shit about her stupidity, the whole thing is to get your dick wet.
innerdrama.com | May 29, 2007 at 1:05 pm
omg imagine the train wreck if she went on Tyra’s show?! LOL that would ROCK!
http://www.innerdrama.com/
OceansApart | May 29, 2007 at 1:05 pm
Great essay! Can’t wait for her first novel to come out. (Title suggestion: “The Little Coke Whore that Could”)
Matt | May 29, 2007 at 1:06 pm
I love Britney :(
TEAM BRITNEY FTW!
Fifth Stooge | May 29, 2007 at 1:06 pm
Abraham Lincoln’s ghost no longer visits the White House because he’s afraid of Cheney.
DevilishTenshi | May 29, 2007 at 1:08 pm
Yeah ok. You went to rehab when you didn’t have any problems relating to drinking or being in rehab….
Sir Reginald Maxwell Knightley VII | May 29, 2007 at 1:10 pm
“… or her” ? Well, that’s just a pile of junk…
havoc | May 29, 2007 at 1:10 pm
Wow, that was surprisingly lucid……
whoever wrote it.
Bern | May 29, 2007 at 1:12 pm
Is that picture on her site from when she was in the Mickey Mouse Club? She hasn’t been that skinny since Clinton was President.
N'Arianne | May 29, 2007 at 1:13 pm
“I am only human people and I love you for still loving me.”
Does ANYBODY feel that this applies? Anybody? Anybody in here who loves Brit-Brit? Yes…no…dust?
Victor | May 29, 2007 at 1:15 pm
I don’t love her, but would love to stick my dick inside her.
WowJustWow | May 29, 2007 at 1:17 pm
“That’s God’s job. I can’t wait to meet him…or her.”
Umm.. I think she’s trying to tell us something here….
N'Arianne | May 29, 2007 at 1:19 pm
Seriously? After K-Fed’s been in there? I wouldn’t risk it.
#7 HAHAHA! Wouldn’t that be Lindsay’s essay?
“Di little cocke hor dat cud – crash cars dat is” written in crayon with some letters turned the wrong way.
blue_rain | May 29, 2007 at 1:21 pm
I’m stunned. This doesn’t look like it was written by a four year old. In fact, it even *gasp* makes sense.
Whatever about blaming people, I’d say it’s fairly obvious that B’s mum is a money grabbing maniac… And, who knows, perhaps B really did love that sleazeball she married?
Whatever you say about her, at least the writing is intelligble. That’s got to be a good start.
Victor | May 29, 2007 at 1:21 pm
Yeah #17, not like I am going to eat her out or anything. Just going to my dick in there. Lindsay is another little twat that I would like to fuck, but not until I sanded her freckles off.
Ambrse311 | May 29, 2007 at 1:23 pm
Here are some pics of Britney, Sean, Jayden, and Ali (or some dark haired girl)
From what I can make out in the pics, Jayden looks just like Sean. It doesn’t look like there is anything wrong with him.
http://x17online.com/celebrities/britney_spears/x17_xclusive_britney_with_jayden.php
Ambrse311 | May 29, 2007 at 1:24 pm
http://x17online.com/celebrities/britney_spears/x17_xclusive_britney_with_jayden.php
mangalang | May 29, 2007 at 1:24 pm
13 great boobs in the right corner of your site
Famous Mouseketeers | May 29, 2007 at 1:25 pm
It’s amazing – she used to be incredibly hot. True, that was years ago, when she was still a teenager, but some people now say she was never hot. Completely untrue – check the pics.
Jimbo ? | May 29, 2007 at 1:35 pm
@19 Victor – you can be the test case. Stick your dick in Britney and if it does not fall off in a week, it is safe for the rest of us to slide her the high hard one. Then you can bone Lindsay, if you dick does not fall of in 24 hours, we will make a bronze statue of you and put you in some park for all to admire the golden weenie with a big plaque describing your conquests
N'Arianne | May 29, 2007 at 1:35 pm
Eh…and what’s this “Till this day I don’t think that it was alcohol or depression.” Anybody else remember her running around, throwing up in cars because she was drunk? From alcohol. Or maybe it was milk? Running around with Paris being sober? And all the parties she was sober at?
But Brit-Brit could be right. She’s probably just insane…must be hard being anti-christ and all that. I mean no normal person would think that retarded hooker makes for a good sense of style.
# 22 Yeah, they are. I am totally hot.;)
N'Arianne | May 29, 2007 at 1:37 pm
# 24 hahaha! Sounds good. Any takers for Paris…or is that just penis-suicide?
N'Arianne | May 29, 2007 at 1:39 pm
# 24 hahaha! Sounds good. Any takers for Paris…or would it be less painful to just set your penis on fire and and chop it off with a blunt and rusty knife? Victor? Are you…eh…up for it?
Chauncey Gardner | May 29, 2007 at 1:44 pm
You know, Britney’s trials and tribulations have really help me put the war in Iraq and atrocities in Darfur in perspective.
Thank U, Brit.
Jimbo ? | May 29, 2007 at 1:45 pm
@27 – If Victor can survive all 3 then he will have a red cape and a shirt with a big S in the middle. I think that is more than we can ask of any one man. I would rather do Ellana Bobit than Paris
Zrusilla | May 29, 2007 at 2:00 pm
Brit’s taken up the Cicciolina look, I see.
techclerk | May 29, 2007 at 2:06 pm
I can’t even read this without hearing a skipping lip-sync track in my head.
iburl | May 29, 2007 at 2:09 pm
I’ve never read so much nothing in my life. She should write speeches for G.W.Bush.
captain obvious | May 29, 2007 at 2:12 pm
I can see she’s probably putting it out there, hoping Tyra will invite her on her show so they can cry together. I think maybe Brit’s trying to get some public sympathy. She should have thought of that before she did that snarky video w/ the paparazzi where she makes condescening remarks and is sarcastic to the public abt believing everything they hear and read. I think she also makes some mention that the rehab did NOT help, so she is contradicting herself. She seems like such a phoney to me. Now that she’s losing her fan base she’s trying to do some damage control so she won’t lose her fame & money. And I don’t know why so many people commented that she sounds intelligent in her message; sounds pretty juvenile and cliche to me. Espc the last part abt how she can’t wait to meet God…him or her. What a retard. And I think the behavior needs to fit the words…she dresses and acts like a tramp all over town, with kids in tow, then goes on to say how much she appreciates her kids and tries her best, yadayadayada. Whatever. I’m so sick of this chic. She needs to just go away. Her 15 minutes of fame are so long over due to end. She got more than she deserved, and she deserves no more from Hollywood except her E! true hollywood story. Go away and go get your GED. And find love and be happy with your new family…but just get out of the spot light because you’re a farce and have nothing left to offer.
captain obvious | May 29, 2007 at 2:16 pm
hell, even the freakin picture on her website is a farce…its so obvious they just pasted her bald head onto an old picture than added a wig. She might as well be a Sims character.
tatianalensky | May 29, 2007 at 2:18 pm
and at 6:26 I got, like bored, and like, decided to go out, cause I found this really cool surgical gown – in yellow – that I like, wanna show off.
KatieKates | May 29, 2007 at 2:21 pm
Her kids are probably asleep because she spiked their Juicy Juice with Robitussin and codeine. Great mom.
gooniesneversaydie | May 29, 2007 at 2:29 pm
I knew it!
Mischa Barton and Nicole Ritchie invite Britney to a Memorial Day BBQ with food and drinks…..and then make her pay for everything!
Weak!
Ode to Britney | May 29, 2007 at 2:45 pm
Dear Brit,
Please click for my long reply to your long letter.
Smooches,
Your #2 All-time Fan
theyareallidiots | May 29, 2007 at 2:48 pm
Why is Natalie Portman’s pic on Brit’s website?
theyareallidiots | May 29, 2007 at 2:50 pm
6:25 AM or PM? Whose kids sleep at 6:35 PM? Or if it is AM has she been up all night? No way she got up that early.
Victor | May 29, 2007 at 2:54 pm
Hey all you fuckers can hook it up, I will give it a go, I will pound Lindsay’s, Britney’s, and Paris pussy to my fullest content. Get the ball rolling, and I will be the fuckin stupid ass to do it. I am fuckin stupid and crazy.
Holly | May 29, 2007 at 3:02 pm
Captain Obvious: I agre! she just said a few weekago that her managr made her go to reab and she didn’t need it. now she’ll use it as a publicity stunt “I grew so much, found god…” whatevs. Her manager probably wrote the letter. Britney, you have enough money. Just top performing if you don’t want people to write about you. It’s that simple.
Holly | May 29, 2007 at 3:02 pm
Captain Obvious: I agre! she just said a few weekago that her managr made her go to reab and she didn’t need it. now she’ll use it as a publicity stunt “I grew so much, found god…” whatevs. Her manager probably wrote the letter. Britney, you have enough money. Just top performing if you don’t want people to write about you. It’s that simple.
anonymous | May 29, 2007 at 3:09 pm
well said captain obvious
Best of Celeb | May 29, 2007 at 3:12 pm
She has time to write lame ass letter about being “human”, but no time to clean up before going out in public?
wugh | May 29, 2007 at 3:26 pm
Batman?
If it’s what you do that defines you, the author of this post is in serious trouble.
BritBrit'sHeadFuzz | May 29, 2007 at 3:37 pm
Hey Brit you really wan’t to convince us your sincere and human? Take off the fucking wig, take a snapshot and post that on your site instead of the ridiculous fake photo on there now. Either that or just admit your parents were cousins.
crewmancross | May 29, 2007 at 3:43 pm
tldr
sasha | May 29, 2007 at 3:51 pm
I think she’s not blaming them like i made it easy i deserved to get screwed over it makes me a better person.
She made the video cause no one was supporting her you have that model whose fourth husband cheated on her anna nicole the drugged out gold digger they got sympathy but britney 25 single gaining weight divorced thats yourr average americanwell most have abortions or on birth control and she does not get any.
come on... | May 29, 2007 at 3:56 pm
people, shes fucking trying…grow up and realize she is a real person…i love her!