Britney Spears writes a really long message to her fans

May 29th, 2007 // 85 Comments

Britney Spears has written another message to her fans on her official site, except this one is 80 pages long and I believe has an appendix. She writes:

Dear Fans,

I just wanted to reach out to all of you and explain some of the things that I have been faced with recently.

It’s so funny how many stories are put out there about people. It’s like we all want our side of the story out there as well, but at the end of the day only a few people care to hear what is really going on since the bad is always so much more interesting than the truth. I don’t know why, but this is so weird to me. I used to be angry at the tabloids for printing horrible things about me, but now I try to just be numb to what I see. I saw Tyra Banks once get really upset and cry on her show because they made her look fat. We all want a certain image of ourselves out there, and at some point we all do really care what other people think or we wouldn’t be here.

Recently, I was sent to a very humbling place called rehab. I truly hit rock bottom. Till this day I don’t think that it was alcohol or depression. I was like a bad kid running around with ADD. I had a manager from a long time ago come in and try to direct me and my life after I got my divorce. I was so overwhelmed I think that I was in a little shock too. I didn’t know who to go to. I realized how much energy and love I had put into my past relationship when it was gone because I genuinely did not know what to do with myself, and it made me so sad. I confess, I was so lost.

This letter is to not place blame on anyone, although I do see the world with a completely different set of eyes now. Being in that vulnerable state and taken to dinners and parties with friends and finding out later you paid for everything was a huge learning lesson for me. I think the whole problem was letting too many people into my life. You never know another persons intentions or what another person wants. I feel I was too open and looking for answers when I had it all to begin with. I have had to cut so many people out of my life. It is so sad, because if anyone is a family person…it is me. When I was little I remember every night watching movies with my family and feeling so at peace. Dancing and singing all the time just like a little girl should. Now recently I find with my children that I want them to have that feeling all of the time. I am having to face a lot of things right now since I have children of my own. A lot of insecurities from when I was little are coming up again. It is like we are never good enough.

I know everyone thinks that I am playing the victim, but I am not and I hate what is going on right now so much. Maybe this is the reason for this letter…to maybe allow people to look at me differently. It is like when you are a real woman and say what you feel and how you think things are supposed to be, that people just say you are a “bitch.”

I feel like some of the people in my life made more of some issues than was necessary. I also feel like they knew I was beginning to use my brain for a change and cut some ties, so they wanted to be in more control of my life than me. I think it is actually normal for a young girl to go out after a huge divorce. I think it was a bigger issue because I had not gone out in such a long time. I am 25 and I do still have a lot to learn, and I am going to make mistakes everyday, and I am sure every mistake I make will probably be on CNN or Good Morning America. I am only human people and I love you for still loving me.

I am sitting here at home and it is 6:25 and both of my sons are asleep. I am truly blessed to have them in my life. Everyday is so surreal. Life in general is so surreal and crazy.
I just hope this letter made some of you think a little bit more of me and where I am coming from. I just want the same things in life that you want…and that is to be happy. It is just so weird because everyone has their own perception of me and how they think I really am. It is so weird how stories are told. There is your side, my side, and the truth. Somebody has to figure it out. I guess we will never really understand or figure out life completely. That’s God’s job. I can’t wait to meet him…or her.

Love, Britney

Quote of the month…

It is ok to disagree with people regarding certain issues. You’re not being true to yourself if you succumb to others opinions because you feel guilty.

She says she doesn’t want to blame anybody and then goes on to blame like three or four or eight different people. And I might even feel sorry for her, except that it’s tough to forget about stuff like this or this or this or this. In the words of Batman: “It’s not who you are underneath, it’s what you do that defines you.” And me? Well this morning I saved an orphanage from burning down and then nursed a sick kitten back to health. I’m just saying.


  1. moocow

    I have never been a fan of hers but I think that what the media is doing at the moment is awful but I know it makes money and that is why they do it… I know it always seems fun to reval in the fall of a star that seemed so perfect …once someone that was aslways seen as perfect and idolised.. but is now tossed aside like a piece of trash… So easy to forget the human side of things… We all have issues how would it feel to you if all your problems became public… Just really think about it for a moment…

  2. imran karim

    that picture of her was obviously not taken recently

    imran karim

  3. Darth Hater

    @1 Yep I think pretty much everyone thought the same thing w/o even reading that drivel.

    “That’s God’s job. I can’t wait to meet him…or her.”
    We can’t wait for you to meet God either.

  4. cobalt

    Who cares about Britney anymore?

    What has she got left that she can even be famous for?

    She’s a fucking joke. Even people like Lindsay Lohan have ok movie careers to fall back on.

  5. techclerk

    “I am only human people and I love you for still loving me.”

    Okay, but next time can you send a card? Because how do you know your mom and dad human people read your webpage?

  6. I think it is interesting that she wrote,
    “There is your side, my side, and the truth.”
    Does that mean that the actual “truth” is different than her side? Gee, should we believe Britney or the truth? HMMMMMM!
    Keep trying honey!

  7. Brittney=maybe if your music, hair, pictures, stories about your kidz weren’t ..fake ..fake…fake…someone
    just might like you a little, but you
    no longer have nothing to offer us,,,so

    take that money you have left, quietly
    go to another country and STFU..either
    help someone or go away…your stupid..
    and America is sick of your sorry azz!

  8. New Age Karma

    She sounds like she needs to move to Sedona and space-out under a Vortex.

  9. J

    ha, the batman line was a nice touch…

  10. Voodoo Curse

    She says that she is only human. Well, I really wonder about that.

    If she had as many dicks sticking out of her that have been in her, she would be a porcupine.

  11. Zoey

    First…..Tyra Banks did not cry ……she used it as a opportunity to stick it to the media and empower women…something Britney spears knows nothing about. Second, doesn’t she have like a best friend or a psyc to discuss this crap with? She has got to be the most unprofessional person out there…Third…if you don’t know whether God is a He or a She…you probably don’t want to come face to face with ummm HIM. Conclusion. Britney Spears is still a dumbass.

  12. P

    Damn that bad blonde wig and white gloves reminds me of Penny from Showgirls. Er, I think that was her name? The chick that got knocked up.

  13. #67 that is because it is Penny,
    as I pointed out before, that body is
    not Britney’s, give me a break…she is
    so fake and phony she has to use someone
    elses body.

  14. lambman

    66- “First…..Tyra Banks did not cry ……she used it as a opportunity to stick it to the media and empower women…”

    LOL, yep that’s Tyra always empowering women. That’s why she’s on the cover of Life & Style saying “I feel comfortable lighter” and “how I lost 30 pounds” LOL she’s a hypocrit one day its “So what, fat is beautiful” the next month she brags about loosing weight

  15. What I learned today from Britney Spears: “since the bad is always so much more interesting than the truth” -> The opposite of bad is truth, not good. We’re all so stupid retards! ;-)

  16. sharpeidude

    Jeez Brit! Just fucking slit your wrists already and go away!

  17. Britney, can I have your x-husband? My teeth are disguistingly green and your x is ugly and a nobody, so I thought I might have him for awhile. The devil is sick of me, I need someone who loves ugly green teeth. I am from Canada, but don’t let that scare you off, we just hate Americans. Call me:

  18. i just have a few thing’s to say. first off, brit wether she know’s it or not has done this to her self, and now put the blame on other’s. she say’s it was not alcohol, so that will justify her consumtion of alcohol recently. yes, i saw her out a a swanky club vomit in the bathroom and now out of the blue she write’s a letter about rehab. she say’s it was not depression or alcohol. she actually beleive’s that. she is so self centered. she know’s she is being watched and she still keep’that tabloid’s in bussiness. another, her boy’s are obese, i have seen her on several occasion’s give them large amount’s of pepsi in there bottle’s to shut them up. that is why she does not let the camera’s or pic’s of boy’s to close to her boy’s. sean’s teeth are rotten. she give’s them pepsi at night to shut them up, not thinking about all the sugar that is sitting on there teeth all night while they are sleeping. it is not just the issue of rotten teeth, it is also obesity, both of her boy’s (at a very young age) about 2-3 month’s old she would feed them alot of take out food as well as mcdonald’s. i have never seen a 2-3 month old baby suck on fench frie’s. they would cry when she took that away. she thought it was funny. mean while. they were all sugared up and she would hand them off to a nanny while she went out. she need’s to stop before they really get out of hand with being obese and rotten teeth. if you need to give them pepsi, make it diet. those 2 babie’s will need therapy as probably as youngas 5.

  19. kelly

    heyy brit,
    i think all u people need to think how hard it would be if u have been divorce and all the stuff she has gone through and i beat if u were her for 1 day just one u would find out how hard it is to be her and yea well i just think u should all take that in and think about wat she has been through and stuff….

    peace out

  20. lorna ryan

    britney has had a hard time lately, and she disurves a break.I no most people dont have any idea whats been happening in her life, only britney knows whats shes done wrong and right, so people shouldn’tjudge her. I hope britney comes back and does her best and shows people she can do it.I think she trys to be a good mum and she is doing her best. So come on britney and show us. I am your biggest fan. I do your songs and try to copy your dance moves in my bedroom, so if an 11 year old girl can do it so can you.

  21. lorna ryan

    hey brit
    Its me again lorna ryan. I just want to tell you that im your my biggest fan and I no you can come back. I think that you have had a kinder mad break. I collect your magazines and ive seen you performing in america on tele, if you do come back(I hope) please come to Rotherham or Sheffield I will come I promise.I really think that Sean and Jayden are cute. I think that your Jayden is called Jayden because the magazine tells us alsorts. I bet your life is hard, 2 kids a divorce and paparazzi driving you crazy. I wish when im older I can be as good a popstar as you are, also have all those fans. Your amazing 24/7. I remember when I was younger I wanted to be your background dancer.I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU LIVE AGAIN BRIT. Thank You for reading this letter.

    Love From Lorna Ryan xxxxx

  22. Okay, people on this site saying”Bullcrap” And you want to vomit? Please drow up.Do you honestly know who the real Britney Spears is? No, you only know her from the Magazines. I feel and I don’t know if its true but it seems like Britney was put in Showbiz…That’s it. She never got to experience a real childhood and know what’s right from wrong. She is just like everyone else, and the little things that happen to her, is blown out of proportion. She is human and she makes mistakes. I make mistakes and I mess up. But, do I have millions of people saying oh my god she tripped on her shoe. Do you? NO! So, how can we sit here saying she is bullshitting us all? You don’t know her whatsoever. Hell yeah there is things you read and you’re like “That crazy ass woman” And “Omg”! But, do you seriously believe its all true?

    Please remember you’re not perfect, and you don’t have every little situation on a headline of a magazine. There rumors, and rumors DO hurt.

  23. kelly

    yea i agree with #77 no one knows how hard it would be not bein’ able to live a normal life havin’ everythin’ u do put in magazines and newspapers i mean nobodys perfect and we all make mistakes and u can’t always believe wat u hear coz sometimes that make it out to be worser then wat it is so yea just remember how u would feel not bein’ able to live a normal life havin’
    everyone watchin’ ur every move just think how u would feel….

    peace out

  24. shane


  25. Isabelle

    mahh we all did stupid stuff in our life…thankful we dont have a camera following us all the time :) cuz maybe they would try to make us look as bad. I think it’s sad to see how it is so easy yes to judge people. And like i’ve heard before. You shouldn’t judge by a cover of a book. We don’t know her personally and don’t know the emotional problems that she is going through..which is making her be a little too much unfortunatly. Ne how….i pray God and wish her the best…it’s the best i can do. The only one that should really be able to judge its him. Each of us are not in the right shoes to do it hehe we are all humans after all :) and we are all different….thank god
    peace everyone
    Isabelle :)

  26. moobs

    Man, some of you are insanely STOOPIT!

  27. Ah, good ol’ crazy Britbrit…

  28. blondamnation

    #41- I agree with your last sentance wholeheartedly.

    So she rode the crazy train to skankville, why so angry, people??

    I HATE to admit this, but that letter really did make me feel sorry for her. After having kids you are a different person, and your mind is just not the same for a while-she is obviously an extreme case, but throw in a public divorce, oSAMa bin Lufti, and 500 paparrazi and who knows what would happen?
    She was on different meds,etc. I’m not one to defend her, I could go on for days about her horrible clothes and bad choices(BAD BAD BAD choices), but I’m not going to wish her dead, or some of the other evil shit on these posts.Grow up and stop spewing evil shit about her, she’s over.
    If she were smart she would go to some island in Fiji and tell her ‘people’ to kiss her ass.
    Oh and I like how they keep using old pictures from her in ad campains, like her perfume and website! She hasn’t looked like that in years, she doesn’t even remember looking like that…

  29. hey britney!!
    I’m your biggest fan in the whole wide world!!I live in south africa,and we are not very rich but i spent all my money on stuff of you!i am only 15byears old and i truely love you!i’ve tried everything in the world just to come to one ofyor shows or to meet you..Britney you really don’t have to explain to me because i was never against you!!i will forever and ever be on your side!!my wish is to meet you!!please make it come true>>and shame on you guys who is not nice to britney!!if you have a problem with her sort it out with me!!!!!!!!!i have been a fan of you since i was 6 years old!!LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!only reason why people talk nonsense of you is because their jealous!!britney i love you!!!!i’m your BIGGEST fan EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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