Two of Anna Nicole Smith’s diaries from the early 1990′s were made available by the Associated Press yesterday and are to be auctioned off in a few weeks. The diaries include insights on her struggles with food, her use of drugs, and her deep love for her then-husband, J. Howard Marshall II.
On her weight
“I’ve been really stressed out lately and depressed and I can’t quit eating. I feel like a pig.”
On meeting Paul Marciano, CEO of Guess
“O my Gosh!! Paul Marsiano called today to see if I got his books also I’m gonna go to San Antonio to do photo shoot. I’m so excited!! I can’t believe this. This could be it.” The entry ends with five smiley faces.
On buying $3,000 worth of clothing at Neiman Marcus
“I’m so happy they look great. I hope it empresses Paul Marsiano. … I’m starving!! I’ve been starving myself.”
On drugs
On June 13, 1992, she wrote that she was hung over and watched a movie at home, adding that she “Took a Zandrex!”
On J. Howard Marshall, who was 63 years older than her
“Howard has been buying me som jewelry but he call me 15 or 20 times a day it drives me crazy. I love him but he aggravates me somtimes. I don’t no what to do about Paul hes strange guy. I hate for men to want sex all the time.” The entry ends with the word “Chow!” written in large letters and underlined.
More on J. Howard Marshall
“Hes so very weak and fragile When I touch him Im afraid he might break. If Jesus desides to take him I dont no what I’ll do. I love him so much it hurts me to site and watch him when hes hurting I just want to hold him touch him let him no how much I care.”
It’s kind of amazing but she sounds like she legitimately loved J. Howard Marshall II. At least I think that’s what she was trying to say. It’s hard to make sense of her words. I know it’s unfair to pick apart a private diary, but if you told me this was written by a 9-year-old I’d suggest getting them some private tutoring.
Listen , to all the people who have anything negative to say about Vickie . FUCK YOU. you know what you dont even have a clue . she went through so much while she was here on earth with us , and for you all to sit there and write that you are glad she is dead is the most shallow and fucked up thing i have ever read in my life. She was obviously human and had a life just like you and i. people have problems, im sure all of you shit talkers have problems too, lets here what most of you write in your journals.. i bet you would be EXTREMELY humilliated… not everyone is good at spelling, as you might have noticed i am one of those people.. i can spell but im not the best speller. WHO FUCKING CARES!!!! i sure as hell dont. and i am more than sure that half of the people who wrote those comments have done drug’s too. she isnt the only one, and different people act differently when they are “high” or “stoned”. does it make you feel better to sit there and think of negative things to say about her..??? i dont care what any of you think, but when i was 10 or 11 i remember watching her tv show and i though she was the most amazing person ever, i admired her, because i have gone through some similar things that she has gone through and trust me it isnt fun. she was and still is an amazing person, she was beautiful no matter what size she was. who cares . alot of people eat meat.. so what is your point..??? YEAH she DID pose for playboy and obviously she took her clothes off but to all the guys: you are the ones who masturbate to that shit so get a life already!! if you thought it was disgusting how she posed nude then stop looking at other playmates nude.. how about that one.. ?? sounds like an idea to me… i think you are all being assholes, she is gone now so grow up and move on… if you didnt like her so much then why are you reading articles about her still???? you had to have liked her a little bit, obviously you werent forced to read it. I’m sick of people talking shit about her, it is immature and really cruel. i think you all need to grow up. AND TO #46 GO FUCK YOURSELF. she could defend herself while she was here… afterall she won the j.howard marshall case didnt she. oh yeah that is right…SHE DID WIN IT!!!!!!!!! no shit . so before you go and talk down about her i would get your fucking facts right. i love anna nicole Smith(Vickie Lynn Hogan ) and i will remember her for all the great and not so great choices she made.everyone makes mistakes. SO MOVE ON ALREADY!!! she did love J.Howard Marshall. and not for his money, because he was the only man who ever treated her like a princess, he made her feel loved , and that is why she married him. because she was in love with him and he was in love with her. if you read the article above then you might have forgotten that it said : “Hes so very weak and fragile When I touch him Im afraid he might break. If Jesus desides to take him I dont no what I’ll do. I love him so much it hurts me to sit and watch him when hes hurting I just want to hold him touch him let him no how much I care.” everyone really needs to grow up and stop putting her down.
Rest In Peace *~Vickie Lynn Hogan ~* you will forever be in my heart and in my memories. and Rest In Peace *~Daniel ~* you will also be in my memories and in my heart…
<33 I MISS YOU BOTH <33
XOXOXO – ME -
if anyone has anything to say to me then my screen name on yahoo messenger is WonderWall_KCJ . instant message me . im not scared of shit talkers.
Why in the world would Anna Nicole release her own diaries before she died? It’s not an attempt to “destroy her reputation.” She didn’t have much of one to begin with. It’s just another reflection of sick voyeurism into other people’s lives. By the way, it’s Paul Marciano. Marsiano was Anna Nicole’s misspelling.
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